Prayer

Whatever plans I have in mind,
Lord, I surrender them to you.
I will do the best I can, but in the end,
Let Your will be done.
Amen.


(From Yuki, Last year)

He's back. She's back.

H
It’s not like I’m not doing my best. Why don’t we switch places? You think this is easy? Might be for you, not for me. I’m not crying because I’m scared, I’m just too pissed off. Yeah, maybe I am scared. Scared that he might get disappointed of me. Or they might make fun of me. But not you.

You think it was my entire fault? I was trying my freakin’ best! You don’t know what’s going on here! You just don’t know! I’m just doing what I’m told to do! It’s not like I’m fooling you or something!

What on earth do you really want me to do? Huh?! Making it hard for you!? Might be…but don’t just blow your top on me! I ain’t perfect.

Noname
You’re giving up just like that? Just one slap, and you go home crying already? WTF?! You’re such a weakling! Think of a freakin’ reason why you’re acting like this!

H
I’m not really good at explaining myself. I hated it that it made me feel like a loser. I lost. I lost because I didn’t defend myself well enough. I just took it all in. It’s my fault, I admit that, but didn’t you think I was just abiding the rules? It’s like DAMNED IF YOU DO, DAMNED IF YOU DON’T. How can you work on that? You can’t possibly make me understand things just like that.

Noname
But in this world, not everybody is nice enough to wait for you to understand. They aren’t going to wait for you. Time won’t.

H
I know. Why do I even try to make things fair? To obey?

Noname
Because you’re damn scared to screw things up.

H
Yeah, but I still messed it all up.

Bohol

Hmm...Been a bit busy. Plus the PC got something wrong this past month. So haven't got the time to really blog. Anyway, last 20th of June, I've been to one of the best places here in the Philippines.

BOHOL


The first time I went there was 5 years ago. I went there coz my cousin's getting married and was one of the bridesmaids (funny story about that wedding: in the middle of the ceremony, I was sleeping and was caught on tape!). Anyway, that was the first time that I went to Panglao Beach. It was the most beautiful beach I've ever seen. Since then, I promised myself that I'd go back there and it happened, just last week!

My parents, cousin and I went there coz my parents wanted to make some business and stuff. My cousin and I were there for the pictures! haha! I got lots of it.

We also went to the Chocolate hills (not real chocolate, people! These hills turn brown in summer), at the cave, Sagbayan Peak, and lots more (can't remember, hehe).

Anyway, I'll just show you the pictures.

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Enjoy!