affected? stop it.

i dunno what to feel now.
how this person, which i don't even know, is aware that i would be affected of what he's given me. Does he really know, or is it just a coincidence? goodness.

what a coincidence.

that's the only thing that i can say.
oh, there's another one.

what the hell.

that's actually the first thing i said. well, after screaming and freaking out.

it's really bothering me.
why?
i don't know.
i always don't know.
what do i know?

and i'm, like, so affected.
of course i'm affected, damn it.
though i shouldn't.


makes me hard to breathe.
can hear my own heartbeat.
sighed the longest one ever.



shit, man. why be emo?