The Days Left...

So fast, right? The six months that I've spent here in Singapore. I actually didn't wan't to talk about it but maybe I just needed to let it all out.

It has been one hell of an experience here. It's not bad though. In fact, I had lots of fun. Though I've had lots of problems here and there, bad experiences, to me, everything that has happened here was one of the best things I have in my life.

I am so gonna miss this.

Lots of people asks me if I'm ever coming back. I actually don't know how to answer. I guess I wanted to, though I'm not really sure if it's really gonna happen.

One, asked me if I'm looking forward to go home. Of course. But leaving is still hard.

Guess there's always what you call mixed feelings. Knowing me, a very indecisive person, now I really don't know how or what to feel. Ask me about this, the answer would always be "I don't know."

What the hell. I've been too emotional. I can't be emo like my sister. She's emo enough for me to be like this.

There's also one thing.
Someone taught me to just feel what I feel. If I'm happy, I have to be honest with it. You know, I'm scared of being too happy, right? And if I feel that way, I actually refrain myself from feeling it. Because I'm scared that I will be crying after that. But now, I've been thinking that he's right. If you're happy, so be it. Don't stop yourself from feeling it. Don't restrain yourself from doing the things that'll make you happy. You'll just be hurting yourself more if you do. Plus, you might regret it.

Okay, that's it. No more emo stuffs.

Much Love!